Valentine’s Day

It’s Valentine’s Day, which makes me a little sad—not just because it’s raining, but because I have no Valentine. And honestly, I haven’t had one in so long it’s sickening. In fact, I haven’t even had sex since I moved in with my mom, and now, with my weight, the whole teeth situation, and just being old and gay, I feel like my life is basically over. It’s like I’ve already been pushed to the sidelines, and no one’s even looking my way anymore. But whatever, I’ll muddle through the day like I always do—heading to work, pretending I don’t care, and buying my so-called friends some Blow Pops just to keep the whole Valentine’s spirit alive. Fake it till you make it, right? Even if I’m not making it anywhere at this point.

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