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There were days when it all felt like a dream—the people, the stories, the drugs. A hazy blur of chaos where fear and confusion clung to...

I wish I could learn this: Strength comes from learning to stand on your own, knowing that while people can add to your life, they can’t...

I'm kind of obsessed with the new Jay and Pamela show—like, if you're not watching, you seriously need to catch up. There's this moment...

This is me as The Scarecrow in the very first show I was ever in (not counting the countless productions I staged in my basement, of...

Last week, my friend Deborah messaged me out of the blue and asked if I wanted to see Regency Girls . I sent her my actual phone number,...

I’ve loved this whole season of Drag Race ! With everything happening in the world right now—especially all the hate toward the gay and...

I just wrapped up Million Dollar Secret  on Netflix, and oh my God! It’s basically this delicious cocktail of The Mole , The Traitors ,...

I don’t have the constitution  For another endless day—  I’m exhausted, drained, unraveling,  Worn and wasting away. My body aches, my...

Yesterday turned into one of those unexpectedly fun days, all thanks to my SeaWorld friend Lupe randomly texting that she was near my...

I found out by total fluke yesterday that my sister is hosting Easter dinner at her house—and that my dad will be there. So of course, I...

Now that my episode aired last week, all the feelings from the day we filmed it came rushing back—like a tidal wave of confetti and...

My mom asked if I wanted to go to Easter brunch since my sister and her crew are heading to Disneyland again. And while brunch sounds...

On Sunday after church, Sheila’s mom Sophie came back with palm leaves and quietly started weaving them into little crosses. She made one...

It’s wild to think I’m just two weeks away from heading up to SLO to start rehearsals for The Wizard of Oz ! I’m super excited—but I’d be...

I drove back to San Diego yesterday—left at 5 a.m. and got here by 7, which honestly felt like a win. I’ve officially learned my lesson:...

People who betrayed you once will do it again. Don’t hand them the match after they’ve already burned the bridge. #LiveYourDream...

Yesterday I was driving to LA with the radio on—old-school style—when Hotel California  came which reminds me of my cousin Leisa Beemer....

So I'm in LA, literally just down the street from Universal, and yeah—I have a season pass burning a hole in my pocket. I keep wishing...

I zipped down to LA to catch Sheila’s play now that it’s officially up and running—no more preview limbo, this was the real deal. I’d...

I’d been dreaming about this baklava cheesecake they used to make at this restaurant in NoHo that was right in my building—seriously, it...