Hours

Yesterday, I dedicated 8 hours to doing a designer and first and only tech rehearsal for my sister's backyard, assessing what still needed to be completed. It's been years since I had a theatrical project, so I've put a lot of time and energy into making this event spectacular. Although it's significant, I've spent very little money on it, yet it looks like a million bucks. However, unpacking much of the Christmas decor I purchased two years ago for my Dad's house, where I spent over $1000, leaves my stomach hurting for many reasons. I no longer speak with my Dad, who now lives in a facility, and all the money and Christmas products are now at my sister's.

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