Struggle

I struggle and struggle, go from one painful experience to the next, fail again and again, being treated like shit at every new place by, being rejected over and over again,and for what? I don't have love.I don't look good and I am not smart. I got fucking nothing. Except social anxiety that makes everything a lot harder than it needs to be.

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