Lysistrata Jones

Where am I now? How am I here? Which way do I turn When it's all so unclear? I'm standing alone With nothing but fear. Where am I now Now that I'm here?

All I wanted was to win Just to feel how it might feel Just to say for once we did it. Just to open my eyes and see something different than before So, maybe that was too much Maybe too big a dream Too late to turn back now. So how do I go on When everything's so wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong?

Where am I now? How am I here? Which way do I turn When it's all so unclear? Please give me a sign. Will an answer appear? Where am I now Now that I'm here?

Is this all there really is? Just endless days of making do? Putting up with second best, Always wanting something new? Wanting something better To shake me to my core Something magic, something more I want more. I want more.

Where am I now? Where am I now? I'm standing alone With nothing but fear. Please give me a sign. Will an answer appear? Where am I now? Where am I now? Where am I now?

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