Gambling

I think it's time to admit something. I honestly have a gambling problem. There, I said it. I hate losing money at the casino, and yet somehow I keep putting myself in that position. And when I lose, it makes me absolutely crazy. The frustration, the regret, the endless wondering why I did it AGAIN. It's exhausting. Sometimes I think I'd rather be doing drugs, which is probably a pretty good indication that I need to get a handle on this. It's not fun anymore, and I can't keep pretending it is. Apparently, admitting you have a problem is the first step. So here I am. Step Until I go back and win lol

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