Blessed?

On some days, I feel utterly blessed, enjoying leisure by watching TV or immersing myself in personal art projects. Yet, there are moments when the absence of past friendships hits me, realizing I have no friends here. While not working may contribute to this void, I find it hard to care, especially when it feels like there's nothing left to live for.

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