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Going
I woke up at 4:30 a.m., packed a bag, and jumped in the car, heading to Arizona to visit Melissa and her family. Before I left, I wrote...
Dec 23, 2024


Schedules
I got to work at 9:30 this morning, and according to the schedule, I was supposed to work from 11 to 6. But when I checked my seaport...
Dec 22, 2024


Fear
They say the only way to conquer your fear is to face what terrifies you the most. You must step into the belly of the beast, embracing...
Dec 21, 2024


Blood
Blood may be thicker than water, but it’s also much harder to clean up. #theater #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism...
Dec 20, 2024


Unmask
In drama, there are many ways to unmask a villain #theater #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth...
Dec 19, 2024


Gambling
Life is like a casino—one moment you’re winning, feeling unstoppable, and the next you’re losing, questioning everything. The highs and...
Dec 18, 2024


Smoke
"Gaslighting is like filling a room with smoke—after a while, it doesn’t matter if there’s really a fire. The smoke alone is enough to...
Dec 17, 2024


Gossip Girl
I never watched Gossip Girl  when it first aired, but I’ve been catching up on it now on Netflix. Even though it doesn’t feel that old at...
Dec 16, 2024


Day Off
I’m so incredibly grateful to have today off after two crazy days of massive coverage at SeaWorld with all the call-outs—it was nonstop...
Dec 15, 2024


Queer Eye
I just finished watching all 10 episodes of the new Queer Eye  season in Vegas, and it was absolutely amazing. I cried during almost...
Dec 14, 2024


Used to Be Young
This morning, on my drive to work, Miley Cyrus’ "Used to Be Young"  came on the radio. It’s one of those songs that hits you right in the...
Dec 13, 2024


Dishwasher
My sister and Gabe bought my mom a new dishwasher for Christmas, which was delivered over a week ago. However, they didn’t pay for...
Dec 13, 2024


Seaworld
I’ve been at SeaWorld almost every day lately, and I still have a few more days to go before I finally get a day off. While I appreciate...
Dec 12, 2024


My Body
A few days ago, I wrote to my doctor because, despite all the testing—endoscopy, colonoscopy, and everything else—they keep saying...
Dec 11, 2024


Emotions
Today, I feel like a whirlwind of emotions is swirling inside me, and I can’t quite pinpoint what’s going on. It’s as though I’m carrying...
Dec 10, 2024


Book
After sharing my book with a few friends, one of them gave me brutally honest feedback: “There are parts of this book that feel insulting...
Dec 9, 2024


Hotel Circle
Every day on my way to SeaWorld, I pass by Hotel Circle, a stretch of hotels that hug the curve of the 8 freeway, ranging from...
Dec 8, 2024


Trust
I’ve realized I just don’t trust anyone anymore, and that makes life really hard. Trust is such a fundamental part of relationships and...
Dec 7, 2024


Tatoo
I got a phoenix tattoo today—it's pretty big on my arm, and it represents something deeply personal to me. The phoenix is a symbol of...
Dec 7, 2024


Happiness
The holidays are supposed to bring joy and togetherness, but for me, they often feel like a reminder of what’s missing. Despite immersing...
Dec 6, 2024
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