

Exhausting
Honestly, these last two weeks have felt longer and more exhausting than mounting Oliver! At least with the show, every problem had a cue, a rehearsal, or a deadline. This? It's just waiting... wondering... overthinking... and trying to figure out what comes next. So... what do I do now? Because for the first time in a long time, I don't have a rehearsal to go to, a set to paint, or a scene to fix. And that's a very strange feeling. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMySt
5 hours ago


Weeds
My mom spent hours yesterday pulling weeds and cleaning leaves out of the rock fountain in the backyard. I picked up where she left off this morning at the crack of dawn,.. and a lot of bending over. My back would like a word. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheStigma #TheaterAndTherapy
2 days ago


Why?
I've spent more time debating whether to send one email asking "why?" than some people spend deciding to move across the country. Every five minutes I'm either absolutely sending it... or absolutely not. My brain has formed two committees, both equally persuasive, and they're holding meetings around the clock. Exhausting. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #V
3 days ago


Disney
Today I reached out to Disney Theatrical to see if they needed anyone to work merchandise for Beauty and the Beast at the Pantages. I thought it would be such an incredible full-circle moment. Beauty and the Beast was my very first professional theater job, and it launched a career that has taken me to so many amazing places. The thought of being back with the show that started it all felt almost poetic. Unfortunately, they don't need anyone. I'm disappointed because it would
4 days ago


Offers
One unexpected thing that's come out of all of this... people have started reaching out about working on their productions. Now I'm sitting here asking myself a question I probably should have asked years ago... what is my price? After everything I've done, everything I've learned, and everything it took to pull off Oliver!, I know the answer isn't what it used to be. Knowing your worth is one thing. Putting a dollar amount on it? That's a whole different production. #LiveYou
5 days ago


Seaworld
Well... after hearing from other team members that I wasn't returning to SeaWorld, I finally got the official email myself. Not exactly the plot twist I was hoping for, but at least the mystery is over. Sometimes closure doesn't arrive with confetti... it arrives in your inbox. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipo
6 days ago


Therapist
Victory! After what felt like an endless maze of insurance hurdles, phone calls, approvals, and waiting, I finally have my therapist back. It's funny how something so important can be so hard to access, but I'm incredibly grateful it's finally worked out. Sometimes the biggest win of the week isn't flashy...it's simply getting back to the person who helps you make sense of it all. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior.
7 days ago


Brain
I still randomly think, "I should email the cast." Then I remember... there isn't a rehearsal tonight. Post show brain is a very confusing place. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheStigma #TheaterAndTherapy
Jul 22


Alchemy
I definitely have the post show blues, even though there's still so much to wrap up. A few weeks ago, someone in the cast looked at me and said, "You have alchemy, and not a lot of people do." At first I wasn't sure what they meant, so I looked it up. Alchemy is about transforming ordinary things into something extraordinary, and the more I thought about it, the more I realized that's exactly what I've always tried to do. I see an empty stage and imagine an entire world. I se
Jul 21


Wren
I got this little card from Wren, the girl who played Oliver in our show, and I honestly think it's one of the nicest cards I've ever received. We saw more than 50 kids audition for Oliver!, and even though Wren had never done a play before, she walked away with the title role. Watching her grow throughout this process is exactly why I believe so deeply in theater. It isn't just about putting on a show. It's about giving people confidence, helping them discover what they're c
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