

The Course
Every once in a while, I find myself wondering how certain moments have changed the entire course of my life. I think about how different things might be if those moments hadn’t happened at all. Who I might still be close to. What city I might be living in. Which version of myself would have shown up if the path had curved just slightly another way. It’s strange how life doesn’t always hinge on big, dramatic choices, but on small ones that ripple outward over time. #LiveYour
20 hours ago


Going Back
I’m heading back to LA today for the second weekend of Beetlejuice the Musical, and I’m actually really excited. Last week was a trip running all over Hollywood, and in a strange way it brought back memories of when I was living on the streets for those months. It’s wild how certain places and moments can take you right back there. There have been a lot of “Raven moments” for me, those little signs or reminders that feel bigger than coincidence, and I’ve really been noticing
2 days ago


Howey
Steve Howey is now on High Potential, and yeah, I know him from Shameless too—but let’s be real, he will always be Van to me from Reba. No matter how many new shows he’s on, or how many tough-guy roles he plays, my brain just can’t unsee that goofy, charming Van. Some things are sacred. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople#StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulat
3 days ago


Day Off
Sheila took the day off work so we could actually hang out since I’ve been at the theater most of the time. I suggested we head over to the Knott's Boysenberry Festival, which I thought would be fun, and after running a few errands I convinced her we could also hit Portillo's since it’s basically a block away. Somehow the drive still felt long even though it’s only about 24 miles, but honestly the Italian beefs were worth it. We parked a few blocks away, and of course there w
4 days ago


Pop
One of the people I’ve been working with commented on me saying “pop” instead of soda, and I was like, well… that’s what you call it when you’re from the Midwest. I told them I was from Indiana and they said they were too, and then it got weird in the best way. We realized we literally grew up in towns right next to each other. They’re from the town where my grandpa had his radiator shop, which already felt like a trip, and then we both knew Ray’s Lanes. At that point I just
5 days ago


Chalamet
I’ve always really liked Timothée Chalamet and thought he was incredibly talented in the roles he’s taken on so far. But lately some of his speeches and interviews have come across a little cocky and arrogant to me, especially the recent comments about opera and ballet. Which is kind of surprising, considering his whole family has strong ties to ballet. I still think he’s a great actor, but those moments have definitely made me pause a bit. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #Th
6 days ago


Prize
I just got an email from The Price Is Right about the trip I won to Jackson Hole, Wyoming. I had to schedule it more than a year in advance, and it’s suddenly coming up next month. It’s currently booked for Sheila and me, but now it’s looking like she might not be able to go. So now I need to figure this out quickly and decide what I’m going to do… and honestly whether I even want to go at all. Kind of wild that something you booked so far in advance suddenly sneaks up on you
7 days ago


LA
I’m really excited to go spend a few weeks with my friend Sheila, who I haven’t seen in months, while working the merch stand for Beetlejuice the Musical at the Pantages Theatre. It’s kind of crazy because I’ll be doing something I did a zillion years ago in the exact same place when I was working there during The Lion King. Funny how life circles back like that. My how I apparently haven’t grown up at all… just continuing the gig life of an actor. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHea
Mar 13


Doordash
Not really sure what’s going on, but I somehow got back onto the DoorDash app as a driver. As I’ve mentioned before, I used to be on all the delivery apps before and during the pandemic, so it feels a little like stepping back into that world again. So far it doesn’t look like the orders are paying quite as much as they used to, but I think I need to actually commit to doing it for a certain number of hours before I can really judge whether it’s worth it or not. I’m also not
Mar 12


Again
My therapist told me on Friday he’s leaving for another company and this Friday will be our last session. He said he’ll be up and running again next month if I want to continue using my insurance with Kaiser, but for now I’m not sure if I should start with someone new or wait. I’ve been doing sessions online, which is already a little weird, and while I always wanted a male therapist, I’m not sure if I should switch to a live female this time. Honestly, I’m hesitant to start
Mar 11









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