

Big Day
Today is the big audition day! I’m pretty excited and really looking forward to seeing some amazing talent walk through the door. There’s always something special about audition day energy, and I can’t wait to see who shows up and what everyone brings. Let’s have a great day in the room! #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulat
18 hours ago


Cough
For some reason, when I get really anxious or stressed, my body reacts in the most dramatic way possible with a relentless cough that doesn’t stop until it literally makes me throw up. It feels like everything just short circuits. On top of that, I catch myself nonstop humming, and the combination makes me feel a little unhinged, like I’m trying to hold it together while also on the verge of getting sick. It’s not exactly a glamorous stress response. #LiveYourDream #CreativeH
2 days ago


Busy
It’s kind of crazy how you go from doing nothing to somehow being almost overbooked. One minute there’s space and quiet, and the next everything is stacked up and moving at once. I guess it’s a good thing, even if it feels a little overwhelming sometimes. Still trying to keep up and stay grateful for it all. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #
3 days ago


Start
Yesterday started off with some unexpected family communication from my Aunt Lee that pulled up a lot of old history and feelings I wasn’t planning to sit with all day. It’s strange how quickly something from the past can land in the present and shift your whole headspace. It left me frustrated and a little spun out, and I spent more time than I wanted thinking about how things got to where they are. I probably could have engaged differently, but I also knew I needed to prote
3 days ago


My Birthday!
It’s my Birthday! #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheStigma #TheaterAndTherapy
4 days ago


Roses
So you might’ve seen my earlier post about the rosebush my sister bought from my Gramma that has now completely taken over and grown everywhere. Last week it started blooming these really beautiful roses that smelled amazing. I cut a few and put them in a vase, and by the next day they had fallen, so we put them in a bowl and they still smelled so good. A few days ago I told my mom there were four roses blooming, and she said she knew and planned to cut it back after they fin
4 days ago


Therapist
A couple months ago my therapist left for another company and I thought no problem, I’ll just follow him, but of course Kaiser said absolutely not. So last week I called to get a new therapist, and somehow my answers flagged me as “in crisis,” which led to being transferred over and over like a bad game of phone tag, which honestly would not be helpful if someone actually was in crisis. After an hour I finally got an appointment for today, only to be told he can only see me e
5 days ago


Memories
It’s funny how your memory of something can be completely different from someone else’s, like we’re both remembering the same moment but somehow watching two totally different movies. And the wild part is you just know yours is right. No hesitation, no doubt, just full confidence in your version of events… even though they believe their version just as strongly. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatte
6 days ago


Timing
It never rains but it pours, and I don’t think I’ve ever fully escaped that pattern. The moment I said yes to Oliver and committed to leaving town, everything else started knocking too. Two opportunities in San Diego showed up almost immediately, like the universe was waiting for me to make a choice just to remind me there are always other paths. And at the same time, I’ve been reconnecting with people I haven’t spoken to in ages, and out of nowhere people have been offering
7 days ago


Worth it?
How do you keep fighting a battle you already know you’re never going to win? When someone’s memory of you is so filtered and jaded that no matter what you say or do, it just doesn’t land. You can know your truth, try to explain it, and still feel like you’re arguing with a version of yourself that isn’t even real. At the same time, it’s beyond frustrating hearing that constant, low-level commentary about everything you do. Not dramatic, just steady enough to slowly wear you
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