

My Birthday!
It’s my Birthday! #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheStigma #TheaterAndTherapy
21 hours ago


Roses
So you might’ve seen my earlier post about the rosebush my sister bought from my Gramma that has now completely taken over and grown everywhere. Last week it started blooming these really beautiful roses that smelled amazing. I cut a few and put them in a vase, and by the next day they had fallen, so we put them in a bowl and they still smelled so good. A few days ago I told my mom there were four roses blooming, and she said she knew and planned to cut it back after they fin
1 day ago


Therapist
A couple months ago my therapist left for another company and I thought no problem, I’ll just follow him, but of course Kaiser said absolutely not. So last week I called to get a new therapist, and somehow my answers flagged me as “in crisis,” which led to being transferred over and over like a bad game of phone tag, which honestly would not be helpful if someone actually was in crisis. After an hour I finally got an appointment for today, only to be told he can only see me e
2 days ago


Memories
It’s funny how your memory of something can be completely different from someone else’s, like we’re both remembering the same moment but somehow watching two totally different movies. And the wild part is you just know yours is right. No hesitation, no doubt, just full confidence in your version of events… even though they believe their version just as strongly. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatte
3 days ago


Timing
It never rains but it pours, and I don’t think I’ve ever fully escaped that pattern. The moment I said yes to Oliver and committed to leaving town, everything else started knocking too. Two opportunities in San Diego showed up almost immediately, like the universe was waiting for me to make a choice just to remind me there are always other paths. And at the same time, I’ve been reconnecting with people I haven’t spoken to in ages, and out of nowhere people have been offering
4 days ago


Worth it?
How do you keep fighting a battle you already know you’re never going to win? When someone’s memory of you is so filtered and jaded that no matter what you say or do, it just doesn’t land. You can know your truth, try to explain it, and still feel like you’re arguing with a version of yourself that isn’t even real. At the same time, it’s beyond frustrating hearing that constant, low-level commentary about everything you do. Not dramatic, just steady enough to slowly wear you
5 days ago


Fridge
So the last couple days my mom has been on a full mission trying to find a new refrigerator because the old one decided that ice cream should now be served as soup. After a deep dive of research, she picked one but decided we needed to cut part of a cabinet to make room for a taller fridge. She ordered it and then immediately started panicking that it wouldn’t fit through the door, but I assured her it would if they just took the doors off. Flash forward to this morning, the
6 days ago


May
I cannot believe it’s May tomorrow. How did that even happen? My birthday is right around the corner and it honestly feels a little crazy, like wasn’t it just January five minutes ago? Time is moving way too fast and apparently I’m getting really old now. Someone tell it to slow down just a little. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depressio
Apr 30


So Much
I can’t believe how much has already happened with Oliver! in just the past few days. Everything is starting to come together so quickly and it’s honestly a little wild in the best way. I’m really excited about this show and everything we’re building, and I can’t wait to get started and see it all come to life. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople #StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBo
Apr 29


Contracts
A lot of contracts and orders were finalized yesterday, and honestly it kind of scares me a little, but I guess it’s what needs to happen to move forward. Big steps always feel a little intense right before they start to feel exciting. On a brighter note, I’m really excited to announce that I will be the set designer and technical director for Opera SLO’s The Mikado this October. I’m looking forward to diving into it and creating something really special. #LiveYourDream #Cre
Apr 28









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