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Group
Today, I attended a group therapy session for trauma victims, suggested by my therapist, Leah. Because it was the day after Christmas, I...
Dec 26, 2023


Merry Christmas
As expected, on Christmas morning, I'm alone watching TV. My mom left me gifts from last night – I opened mine from Kelley, Gabe, and the...
Dec 25, 2023


Color Purple
Today, on Christmas Eve, I'm filled with anxiety as I anticipate tomorrow, knowing that I won't be opening presents with my family....
Dec 24, 2023


Welcome to Pathville
At the first light of day, a ritual unfolds without exception—I rise with the dawn. Today, my morning routine led me to the captivating...
Dec 23, 2023


Light Show
Getting out of bed today was a tough call, but I pushed myself to join my family for the light show at the Botanical Gardens, a good 30...
Dec 22, 2023


Trauma
Today's therapy session was really interesting. Leah, my therapist, emphasized that I don't have to explain myself to others and that I...
Dec 21, 2023


Early
Turning in at 8:30 in the evening guarantees an early wake-up, and that's precisely what happened to me as I found myself up at 3 AM....
Dec 20, 2023


Hours
Yesterday, I dedicated 8 hours to doing a designer and first and only tech rehearsal for my sister's backyard, assessing what still...
Dec 19, 2023


Anti-Hero
I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser Midnights become my afternoons When my depression works the graveyard shift All...
Dec 18, 2023


Cult
Last night, my mom brought out the Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) Big Book. Since she's been going back to meetings, she wanted to read the...
Dec 17, 2023


Anxiety
Focusing on anything for an extended time has become quite challenging for me. The process of writing this book induces anxiety, and I'm...
Dec 16, 2023


Meds
I agreed to go with my mom to Kaiser Permanente for her psychiatric appointment yesterday. It was the first time she opted for an...
Dec 14, 2023


Drew & Oprah
Yesterday on the Drew Barrymore show, Oprah was a guest. I realized how much I missed Oprah, and despite finding Drew a bit over the top...
Dec 13, 2023


Creating
For me, creating art depends on inspiration, and when it's absent, my work doesn't capture my envisioned creativity. There are days when...
Dec 12, 2023


Boat Parade
Last night, as we geared up for the San Diego boat light show, we congregated at my sister's place. Borrowing her neighbor's car to...
Dec 11, 2023


PTSD
I had hoped to finish my book today, but it seems unlikely. I find myself continually rewriting, making changes, and adding more content....
Dec 10, 2023


Car
Most of the time, not having a car doesn't bother me much since I don't have specific places to go or things to do, and my mom usually...
Dec 9, 2023


Yuck
This morning, I woke up feeling awful with a headache and sore arms, likely from hanging lights all day yesterday. Whatever the cause,...
Dec 8, 2023


More Decorating
Today, I spent eight hours at my sister's house, meticulously arranging Christmas lights in the backyard for her son's upcoming Christmas...
Dec 7, 2023


Price is Right
Waking up at Sheila's this morning at an ungodly hour, I decided to head to "The Price is Right" for the 8 AM taping. After securing a...
Dec 6, 2023
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