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Well, everything is finally complete , and it’s all going according to plan! 🙌🎭 I’ll also be working backstage , so thank God my leadership skills  will come in handy — LOL. 😅 I really love working with the PAC team  — they totally know their shit and make everything run so smoothly. 💪✨ It’s gonna be a day ! 🚀 #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople#StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #Vulnerably

I just spent 12 hours in the theater, and I am exhausted ! 😴🎭 Thank God I’m staying with Larry and Deborah — so grateful to have such wonderful hosts and a cozy place to rest my weary body after a long day of tech and set work. 💛 #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople#StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheStigma #TheaterAndTherapy

Just drove 5 hours to get to the pre-load-in at the PAC… only to find out they changed the call time from 1 PM to 10 AM. 😤 I rolled in at 12:30 — not exactly the welcome I was hoping for! Definitely not  the best way to start this day. #LiveYourDream #CreativeHealing #ThisIsMyStory #Theater #Musicals #ToxicPeople#StrippedAMemior #MentalHealthMatters #FromStageToPage #HealingThroughArt #VulnerablyBold #Depression #Manipulation #Bipolar #BreakingTheStigma #TheaterAndTherapy

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