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Conversation
As I spill my heart to therapist Leah every Thursday, I feel a pressure building inside me. Every week I stay up late crafting the...
Sep 21, 2023


Big Brother
My mother, my sister and I are helplessly transfixed by Big Brother; a show that thrives on the deceit of its players. Every move is...
Sep 20, 2023


EBT
I am extremely thankful for my EBT program that I have been in since I was homeless six and a half years ago. Street kids told me how to...
Sep 16, 2023


Horse
My dad had a small collection of carousel horses and animals in his Indiana basement for years. I asked him numerous times if I could...
Sep 16, 2023


Stuck
It's interesting how life moves along, but there are moments when you can feel as if you're stuck. You’re unable to take any action or...
Sep 13, 2023


Ofrenda
In memory of my grandmother, I created an Ofrenda for the Day of the Dead. The idea came from the sugar skulls I saw at the dollar store,...
Sep 11, 2023


Struggles
For years, I had kept my mental health struggles to myself. But then, after much contemplation and fear of judgment, I decided to open up...
Sep 11, 2023


Gambling
My gambling addiction has been more insidious than any other craving I’ve ever had. Although I have been lucky enough to win many times,...
Sep 4, 2023


Theater
I desperately miss theatre production. All my life was dedicated to performing on stage and it feels like an eternity since the last time...
Sep 1, 2023


Amusement Park
I really need to go to an amusement park! #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic ...
Aug 31, 2023


Pudding Confession
Remember when I told you that story about the pudding and my grandmother that I accidentally ate, which is filled with oxycodone and who...
Aug 20, 2023


Lips
Today I attended my sister's third birthday party, at the drag club called Lips. I was excited to go back after so long and was looking...
Aug 19, 2023


Party 2
Today I went to my sister's pool party hurricane and all. There were tacos and rice and beans, as well as an entertainment hour at the...
Aug 18, 2023


3 Parties
My sister mentioned to me today that she was planning three separate birthday parties and I could go to one of them. That saddened me a...
Aug 11, 2023


:(
It’s been awhile since I last wrote for the blog... After my grandmother's passing, it's been difficult to form clear thoughts about the...
Aug 1, 2023
Gramma
My grandma passed away this morning. #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting #mentalhealth #toxic ...
Jul 24, 2023


Life
Instead of questioning why I should die, I ask myself why I should keep on living. Not a single response crosses my mind - it's as if...
Jul 11, 2023


Absurd
I can barely bear it any longer... Life is simply too absurd. I'm exhausted of not having any pals. I'm weary and there's nobody to...
Jun 24, 2023


Comps
I was rewarded with complimentary hotel rooms at Barona Casino, due to the large amounts of money I had won. Thus, I booked a room and...
Jun 21, 2023


No car :(
Having no car while living by myself in downtown San Diego is far less glamorous than it sounds. I have all the conveniences one could...
Jun 4, 2023
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