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Chin Chin
Today, I went to the doctor, nine days after my emergency room visit, because I still felt something was wrong with my rib. The doctor...
Jun 10, 2024


Difficult Day
"Today was a Difficult Day," said Pooh. There was a pause. "Do you want to talk about it?" asked Piglet. "No," said Pooh after a bit....
Jun 10, 2024


Hurts
It hurts because I only wished you well. I continued to give you love and support even when I knew it wasn't being appreciated or...
Jun 10, 2024


Homeless
Thinking back on the fear my mom felt during our time downtown in San Diego, both before and after the show, surrounded by homeless...
Jun 9, 2024


Mrs. Doubtfire
Yesterday, I went with my mom to see Mrs. Doubtfire. She canceled her ushering job to join me, which was unexpected since she had planned...
Jun 8, 2024


Happy
It sucks, because for a minute I was happy, for a minute I was getting better, for a minute I had hope. But in a minute, I lost it all...
Jun 7, 2024


Noise
People with depression and anxiety may find it difficult to fall asleep without background noise, such as a fan or TV. This can be a...
Jun 5, 2024


Fall Guy
After being trapped in the house all day, I decided to paint again, something I hadn't done in a long time. I attempted a kind of...
Jun 5, 2024


"Are you okay?"
To be honest, no, I'm not okay. I feel like I'm dying from the inside out, my heart literally hurts, and I can't function because my...
Jun 4, 2024


Leona
I watched the latest "We're Here" on Max today, and if you haven't yet, do. I love the show. The new season, with new Queens, is bringing...
Jun 3, 2024


Italians
Italians are known for their strong tempers and passionate nature. This can sometimes lead to holding grudges, and it's not uncommon for...
Jun 3, 2024


Enjoyment satisfaction and purpose
Happiness is a real thing based on three elements: enjoyment, satisfaction, and purpose or meaning. Enjoyment is not (just) pleasure....
Jun 2, 2024


Feeling
It's surprising how easily some people can move on and act like nothing happened, much like how many have forgotten about the...
Jun 2, 2024


Ouch!
I spent most of yesterday lying on an emergency room bed after coughing so much the day before that I was sure I had broken a rib. Turns...
Jun 2, 2024


Dysfunctional
Lately, I've been grappling with the reality of how dysfunctional my family truly is. It was easier to brush aside when I was more...
Jun 1, 2024


The Four Agreements
My mother was once deeply enamored with this book and generously gifted copies to all her friends and family. "The Four Agreements" by...
May 31, 2024


More Gaslighting
If a person truly cares about you, it would break their heart knowing they really hurt you. People make mistakes, but when you tell them...
May 31, 2024


The World
I find it interesting what people pay attention to in the world. Personally, I don't follow much and rarely watch the news, but my mom...
May 30, 2024


Picture
The picture you painted of me is all anyone remembers. #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting...
May 29, 2024


Villian
I'm at the point where, after being repeatedly betrayed and let down by friends, family, and the world at large, bitterness and...
May 28, 2024
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