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IF
Kelley invited me over for a movie night to watch IF with the kids outside. She made popcorn and pops, and even came to pick me up since...
Jul 12, 2024


Matthew Perry
I just finished reading Matthew Perry's book, "Friends, Lovers, and the Big Terrible Thing," and I am really not a reader. However, I...
Jul 12, 2024


The NeverEnding Story
I feel like the Nothing from "The NeverEnding Story" is taking over my life. It's like a dark void spreading everywhere, making...
Jul 12, 2024


Come On
All I wish for is to feel good for just one day. My teeth and ribs are finally healing, but now my lower back has cramped up for the past...
Jul 11, 2024


Really?
It's mind-boggling how my dad keeps sending me Facebook friend requests after everything that's happened. This is the same guy who...
Jul 10, 2024


Group
Yesterday, I attended a new group meeting about being your best self, and it was a refreshing change from the trauma group I've been in...
Jul 10, 2024


Velour
Today, while working the desk at La Jolla, I was checking out the new schedule as they were loading in the Sasha Velour show. As people...
Jul 9, 2024


Home
My mom is coming home today, so I spent most of the day cleaning and cleaning some more. The house looks amazing, but unfortunately, I...
Jul 8, 2024


Melissa
My friend Melissa and her three kids, Ella, Baylor, and Crew, came from Arizona to visit me for a couple of days. We went to SeaWorld,...
Jul 8, 2024


Wicked
Wicked has been dominating my thoughts lately, thanks to my tendency to relate everything to a movie or play. I remember when my friend...
Jul 7, 2024
Memories
Are our memories real or the stories we want to tell ourselves #theaterkid #musicals #toxicfamily #toxicpeople #narcissism #gaslighting...
Jul 6, 2024


Leisa
This is a picture of me and my cousin, the famous Leisa Beemer. We were close for a huge part of our lives until family drama, which had...
Jul 5, 2024


Christmas in July
I woke up vomiting clear bile all over the place. I slept super hard on and off and felt like I had a really bad flu when I woke up, but...
Jul 5, 2024


Ouch!
My tooth pain has been so severe for the past three days that I can hardly bear it anymore. In an hour, I have to go in, and they'll...
Jul 3, 2024


Surviving
I'm struggling in silence. I'm exhausted but I'm trying. I'm dying but I'm surviving. I need someone to talk to, but I don't want to tell...
Jul 2, 2024


Stripped
I feel like my life has been slowly taken away from me because of the gap between perception and reality. Misunderstandings and false...
Jul 1, 2024


Time
There was a time when I felt like I was doing great – important, successful, popular, and almost famous. Everything seemed to be going...
Jun 30, 2024


Forgive
You have the power to forgive others but also to protect yourself. In reality, forgiveness is about healing yourself rather than...
Jun 29, 2024


Warhol
I knew about Andy Warhol, but I didn't know much beyond his famous pop art and iconic Campbell's Soup cans. After watching his...
Jun 27, 2024


TV
I was in bed most of the day and night and watched a lot of tv. Somehow, whatever I watch on TV or in movies, or even hear on the radio,...
Jun 25, 2024
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