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Morning
This morning, I woke up realizing I had plans to go to LA for "The Price is Right" with my friend Sheila, something I scheduled the week...
Dec 5, 2023


Morning
Going to bed at 8:30 in the morning ensures an early wake-up, and that's precisely what happened to me. I found myself up at 3 AM. Unable...
Dec 4, 2023


Wasting Time
As usual, I got up bright and early today, diving back into my writing for the book. Despite my efforts, it's not shaping up the way I...
Dec 3, 2023


Lights
After a long stretch of wakefulness, I completed the task of wrapping the presents I'd purchased for my family members. Curious about my...
Dec 2, 2023


Lambs
I was eagerly looking forward to attending a play at the Lambs Theater tonight. My mom informed me that we would grab dinner before the...
Dec 1, 2023


Hummmmmmmm
I've come to the realization that when I'm under a lot of stress, especially at home or during show preparations, my tendency to hum...
Nov 30, 2023


Gramma
Today is my gramma's birthday, and it makes me really sad because she's not here anymore. I think about all the good times we had and how...
Nov 29, 2023


Win
I really want to win at Barona Casino tomorrow. If I do, I can send money to my friend Melissa so she can come visit me. #theaterkid...
Nov 28, 2023


Lazy
My mom perceives me as lazy, but I'm not. Despite being a diligent worker, the constant thoughts and underlying sadness make it...
Nov 28, 2023


Time
The days and weeks feel really long as if they never end, but when I look back, I'm surprised at how fast time has passed. The everyday...
Nov 27, 2023


Book
Returning to work on my book has proven to be a double-edged sword, as I find myself navigating the corridors of my past, each word a...
Nov 26, 2023


Sleep
My sleeping patterns have become a perplexing maze, leaving me to navigate a restless night's sleep. Despite my best efforts, I find...
Nov 25, 2023


Day After
In the quiet aftermath of Thanksgiving, a heavy air hangs over the day. The day unfolds in slow motion, each moment dripping with a...
Nov 24, 2023


Thanksgiving
It hurts—a subtle, persistent ache in my chest—as I grapple with the complex emotions that accompany being sidelined. The rift between my...
Nov 23, 2023


Giving
Embracing the holiday season I am letting go of my dearest possessions this Christmas. With each careful wrap, a twinge of bittersweet...
Nov 22, 2023


Backyard Woes
As I decorate my sister's backyard, a sense of distress and nausea hits me. The items I carefully chose for my Dad's place are scattered...
Nov 21, 2023


AA
My mom has started attending Lauren Moore AA meetings, something she hasn't done in a while. I can't help but wonder if it's somehow...
Nov 20, 2023


Fake
Despite all the Christmas decorating, my surroundings may look beautiful, but inside, my world feels far from it. The constant...
Nov 18, 2023


Another Christmas Poem
In a garage workshop adorned with pine and holly, My hands entwined in wreath-making folly. Twisting vines with a craftsman's grace,...
Nov 17, 2023


The Plug
I accidentally overheard my mom discussing her end-of-life wishes on the phone, and it seems my sister is uncomfortable with the idea of...
Nov 17, 2023
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